That stuff

[bobby jonathan]

Years ago, I did that stuff after many years, of never doing that stuff despite those around me, partaking. At first, that stuff didn't do much, for me and, I didn't do much of that stuff but, after some time I was doing more of that stuff and, I didn't like the person, I become. That stuff, when at the bar makes, you stay a long time, drinking and doing, that stuff and the next day, I saw inside my pockets, very little money and, I don't even remember the $50 I paid, to jukebox but was told, by some others that I played Firestarter 5 times, in a rail. It's been some time, since I touched that stuff and, hope n try to, never again buy that stuff but, sometimes when I speak of, that bar or see something, rando like a woman riding down, 2nd ave with sweat seeped onto, the back of her shirt n bouncing, in yoga pants against, the saddle I get a sweatin n, feel a twitch but quickly recover knowing, how it feels to be myself again. If you ever think, you might try that stuff as, others are doing n you think, they are having their fun just pause to listen, to all the things they say, mainly about them self and you will see, it's only obnoxious clatter, it's only the sad static, of the sad self.

bobby jonathan

 

[Salad]

I used, to do, that stuff. I still, do. But, I used to, too.

 

[bobby jonathan]

I used, to do, that stuff. I still, do. But, I used to, too.

Be careful, it doesn't wilt your soul, permanently.

bobby jonathan